I'd like to say a few words about what is happening to my life and around it...First of all, LOVE is such a STUPID word...The bf or gf thingy talks about a different kind of love...Who the hell cares about it! Actually, I've been there before but as long as you go along, it sucks your surroungdings...It's like you're in a squeezed space full of dirt around you...Sorry for the word because that is the truth...Getting up in the morning, looking at your phone and see if that special someone text you, going to bed and say those mushy lines everyday and every night....!!!! arrrrrrggggghhhh....It's such a waste of time with that routine...I can't take it anymore....Ok...I'll just get into the "real' topic...Let's say that my "ex" boyfriend has a his "ex" together again....ggrrrrrr......I've been a failure to all of my relationships but I guess, my journey isn't over...There are a lot of guys out there who's better than him...One thing's for sure...He's the first guy whom I cried even if we're not yet "gf/bf" relationship by that time...Our paradise became a nightmare and still I forgave him...Well, I can't blame myself for loving him that way....
Second topic:
Tonight is my worst day of my life...I saw the page of my crush in friendster and then...ka boom...A girl has 3 testimonials in it....And guess what, she said that he likes my crush....Arrrrgggghhh...I admit that she is prettier than me still I can't accept that she has that very long testimonials in "HIS" page...Grrrrrrrr......Thanks for reading my blog...Just visit here often and tag in my message board ok...thanks a lot...Got to go...Night...
it's been three or four months since i haven't opened my blog...gosh..I can't believe it. Anyways, I'm proud to be single at last...Come to think of it, I've had relationship that lasted for about six months and yet after that, he had the guts to have a mutual understanding relationship with his ex-girlfriend...Boys really are bullshit...(oops! sorry...) What I mean is, he's a bull shit...First, she had this girl which also was his "ka m.u." and after we broke up, it's like this again...Arrrrgggggghhh....I mean come on girls....Wake up! These guys are fun eaters...Hello...Did you ever realize that they're just a headache in our lives? Sorry if I'm like this...It happens to be that "he" was not faithful to me....Excuse me for this unending sermons...Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......Anyways, Thank you for everything....Goodluck na lang sa life mo! ....This is Ellan Marie Cipriano...Signing off...
[[*My Adores*]]
Food:
Pasta! I love pasta!
Drinks:
Iced tea please...
Pastimes:
"TKD"
People:
too many to mention
[[*My Detests*]]
People:
Flirts, too coñotic people, bitches
Things:
dirty places, too much people
Food:
labanos, okra
[[*Princess's Past Dreams*]]
[[*The Conversations*]]
[[*My Friends*]]
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