Wednesday, May 31, 2006

[[heart of mine....who is she kissing...]]

Having a lot of things to do really helps when you're trying to forget someone...This is the hardest part of letting go a person,...it suddenly kills you..,Looking into the brighter side, you're going to focus on the things you need to prioritize like studying and of course, what they said is your "passion". Almost everyone knows what's it right? well, i guess it will be a month til i get promoted and have my blackbelt....Hoooorraaaaaayyy! Finally, after 7 years, (i don't train during school days that's way it took me forever to reach my greatest dream) the hardships I had will surely repay everything....Moving on to my main topic, I'm trying put things back to normal and hoping for the one who'll be there for me....aaaaaaaaawwwww...shit...I hate this mushy statements again...It makes me want to cry...grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I hate it when I cry...It really doesn't help me....It worsens things.....damn love! fuck that person who invented that stupid shit... why can't I be calm and I'm being bitter to this.? I mean hello....why am I so affected? maybe it's just because....I am still in love....It's not that I want to turn back time...I'm just reminiscing those days when we we're together....shit....it makes me out of control. How I wish I could be so numb so that I won't have any problems in dealing with my feelings...But then, as always, you can't call it love if you weren't hurt....aaaawwwwwwww......fuck that....hahaha.....anyways, take care alright....ciao! ciao!

[[ Princess Ellan Wrote On]]*|6:48 AM|

[[*Ellan The Princess*]]

optimistic, friendly, cheerful, quite restless, a true person, loves everyone, music rocks her world.outrageous.bwaha.

[[*My Adores*]]


Food:
Pasta! I love pasta!
Drinks:
Iced tea please...
Pastimes:
"TKD"
People:
too many to mention

[[*My Detests*]]


People:
Flirts, too coñotic people, bitches
Things:
dirty places, too much people
Food:
labanos, okra

[[*Princess's Past Dreams*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[* Lay out by:*]]