OMG!!!
hey guys. how are you? anyways, i hope you're doing fine. it's our intrams this week but then i thought that it's going to be the usual intrams we had during our high school days. I really really didn't expect that it's going to be boring but nonetheless, im happy because there's no classes. Anyways, life for me is quite steady right now. All i have to think about is my friends and family. I still don't want to commit to someone cause I want to focus on to things.
Labels: intrams
UNDER RE-CONSTRUCTION!!!! sorry guys...
Here we go again with this non-sense of emotional ideas! hmmm....just want to clear things. Hay. I know I was quite insensitive in the feelings for others but I wasn't when it comes to my friends. What does people want so that i will prove to them that im sincere with my "sorry"? I just can't understand why they act so different..hhhmmmm....shit those people who treat me like this. Do you think I deserve this? I mean, look, I know I've done this before and you told me that i will do those things again. why can't you just give me a chance to change? right? hmmmmm.... i don't know.... i just don't know.... im speechless.....
Having a lot of things to do really helps when you're trying to forget someone...This is the hardest part of letting go a person,...it suddenly kills you..,Looking into the brighter side, you're going to focus on the things you need to prioritize like studying and of course, what they said is your "passion". Almost everyone knows what's it right? well, i guess it will be a month til i get promoted and have my blackbelt....Hoooorraaaaaayyy! Finally, after 7 years, (i don't train during school days that's way it took me forever to reach my greatest dream) the hardships I had will surely repay everything....Moving on to my main topic, I'm trying put things back to normal and hoping for the one who'll be there for me....aaaaaaaaawwwww...shit...I hate this mushy statements again...It makes me want to cry...grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I hate it when I cry...It really doesn't help me....It worsens things.....damn love! fuck that person who invented that stupid shit... why can't I be calm and I'm being bitter to this.? I mean hello....why am I so affected? maybe it's just because....I am still in love....It's not that I want to turn back time...I'm just reminiscing those days when we we're together....shit....it makes me out of control. How I wish I could be so numb so that I won't have any problems in dealing with my feelings...But then, as always, you can't call it love if you weren't hurt....aaaawwwwwwww......fuck that....hahaha.....anyways, take care alright....ciao! ciao!
Hey...what's up with you? I'm quite fine yet my mind needs rest because of our training a while ago....It's a tough one but I need to think about the gold medal which I aim to have...My brother already have some...As for me, I only have reached until silver so far...Here's some few reminders about winning...
[[*My Adores*]]
Food:
Pasta! I love pasta!
Drinks:
Iced tea please...
Pastimes:
"TKD"
People:
too many to mention
[[*My Detests*]]
People:
Flirts, too coñotic people, bitches
Things:
dirty places, too much people
Food:
labanos, okra
[[*Princess's Past Dreams*]]
[[*The Conversations*]]
[[*My Friends*]]
[[* Lay out by:*]]